TO "YOU"

"WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

I WISH YOU HAPPINESS FOREVER....

On 15.2.08

I had to test my eyes due to strain. I got appointment(9.2.08) from sankara nethralaya after tests, they suggested to -0.75 lens and CVC check from another sanakara nethralaya branch in Mandaiveli. I asked for Landmark and it was walkable distance from Mandaiveli bus terminus, appointment was on 15/feb/08.

I was short of an attender(I am grateful to ashoK Kumar who was with me on first test),So i phoned hospital to have more information on test, no need of as attender. Again i asked for landmark. It was near railway station towards kaliappa hospital. On that day i thought it was mylapore railway station and was searching there, idiot! ( i have always thought like this ,mistaking this for that and payed lot of big prises).I have to spend 50 rs for auto the hospital. The test got over. The consultant said no need of glass for 3 months just do the excersice with flippers. The staffs in the hospital are good.OK

The next Big Thing....
After finising test i went to SATYAM THEATRE! In 3yrs stay of chennai i didnt get luck to see a ilm in Satyam. While studying in college in coimbatore i spent considerable amount to time in theatres. i always enjoy thatres. Always hit the jackpot of getting tickets, 99% i never returned of not getting tickets. But that luck didnt last in chennai.
The Another suprice was...They played National anthem and everone stood for it! i was suprised! It was moment to cherish!
The film was Billa....(My name is billa...) The one thing i loved in the movie!
..........BK......

IF YOU READ THIS...

I said that YOU are my treasure... I really missed my treasure!

I thought YOU deserted me!

But i was wrong, YOU think i deserted YOU...

I felt terribly for that, my life is meaningless, But i have forgiven me..

How can i ask sorry for that, I killed my love...

I still ______ of missing YOU...

I doubt my love...

Our seperation was due to misunderstanding. I am still losing life for misunderstandings.

YOU are special always will be special...

I think to forget YOU... Which is a still a weeker thought!

Look YOU are great, Why cant my true love break all my negatives and join YOU again...

I am worse than ever...

I am doing a mistake...

I want to confess 2 things to YOU.

If i love YOU true, I shouldn disturb YOU.

I had all chances to make a mend,

When ever i see YOU, I just forget everything. But happiness of seeing YOU glows...

I can live without YOU, there may be another girl... I cannot ...

More than any one else, I would remember YOU....

YOU, YOU,YOU.... by BK

Lifes looks good...

hi
I read paulo coehlo's 3 books, The alchemist, The witch of portbello and the pilgrimage. Other i brought chennai's book exbition. Then paid 1100/- to join british council library. One of my dream come true. So that i can explore new world. My legend, yes one of its kind is that to became an "writer". Dont think any thing about this please.

While typing i think miss my natural writing skills. Ya a pen pal (5 or 6 letters we exchanged when i was in 11th standard, her name was Sarah skelton from uk) , she did say that my english was good. I thought about writing or wrote some at the age of 14. It was unsucessfull. I started with a tamil poems. I wrote one short story too. Had a idea about novel. Dreamed a screen play for cinema. I dreamed or then one close to my heart was or is about cinema. I wanted to involve in cinema...it is an imagination now....

I will write it in a paper then i will type into blog. Which is not a genuine blog!

But soon i will change that.

Lot to tell about Paulo.

I read.
Always facinating part of my reading is "Plot" . In anything i read.
But you cannot read Paulo for that plot. Please give it a try...

My next choice was s.ramakrishanan. I read his articles in ananda vikatan. So i brought two books.
i just dont want to finish here....

Will see you soon....BK

Some confusions-1

I am wasting my time.It has been my trait, since i remember me. To achieve was my first heading to my blog. It is appropriate but it was so general. I always catch the tail( so lose things). I should target head. Aim is to find one liner and topic with tail , head... But it didn't happen.



Yesterday i brought Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist (just Rs.50 in platform shop i hate to do this but i can afford much only. I was looking for Harry Potters it cost ed 200/- so decided to read Coelho). When i read about Coehlo in newspaper article and went to his website http://www.paulocoehlo.com/ subscribed to warrior of light news letter, started to follow him after that and it was long since, now only brought his book. He writes in The Alchemist authors note"Whenever we do something that fills us with enthusiasm, we are following our legend." I got the heading but still not satisfied.



I just don't know, how to hunt in this world? In primitive time man hunted animal, now he is hunting money. Probably hunting animal is better than hunting money.You will support me for that. But you would ask hunting animals is good? i am veggie i don't go with killing souls. here I am mentioning souls , animals are also souls of world.



For me, in this world i am loser, i don't now to live its way. But living in my way, which i hate, it is not good for my consciousness. I didn't perform, my performance level was under average. Low marks in+2 state board.But my father gave me a chance to study B.Sc Computer Science in a private college by giving donation. he was so strict, I still fear him. All around me thought i would get good marks, i too thought. I lost my thing there.



In college i totally lost me to "wasting time". Have arrears till. Even my father gave me chance to write arrears. I didn't use that chances. So now i am struggling to settle for good job. I am medicore here. I am lagging or not even in the race...

To be confused more...

I Love this...

I LOVE THIS....
I want this to be my life style! Starting my new new journey... awaiting for positive results in remaining life, welcome to my lifes's open pages... i kindly invite !